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If I keep caring over and over, yet it doesnt matter, yet it doesnt get through, whats the use?

I'll be too fed up to care. You think its damn easy to see you get hurt? Over some fucking guy who wants to talk to you when he wants to, ignores you when he wants to?


I just.. cant.









I wanna shed tears of joy ~ AHHH, SEEEEEEEEXY!!




Hot hot hot hot hot hot. They're back~~!!! miss them!!

Gotta love the AllKpop (www.allkpop.com) home page. Maaaaaaaaan. They added in Jay :D





"...it looks like the group will be having their comeback stage even sooner on Mnet's Oh~ Good Concert on November 12th."

http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/2pm_to_comeback_sooner_than_expected/




Cute hair. Fierce d



Yikes, Woo Young.



No offense Taec, but you look older :x



The features Chan Sung, the features. *swoon*



Looking elsewhere, Junho ~?



Junsu ~ Huuuuuur.


(they all look ghostly to me)


Cant catch up with their songs ~ But soon, cus today's the last paper! YEEEES ~

Its out, out, out!!


omo omo omo omo omo omo ~






I'm afraid I might go back to feeling like they are my everything. Maybe not afraid, just wondering how.

They'll be back tmr..





when we took a step back together, at the same time..? And when you respected my friend so? Or when you were smiling while introducing, seeming proud? Everything fell into place.

I have no idea what to do.
I have no idea what to do.
I have no idea what to do.
I have no idea what to do.
I have no idea what to do.


Fed up with myself. Fed up that I can't find solutions. I wish it all upon me, the pain the sickness, pass it to me; trade with my health. Please?



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Sigh, I feel I'm the bad guy who needs restraining. I'm that bad..? Sigh. Not your standard @ all.

Edit:

Blair: Say the words I wanna hear. Three words, eight letters.

Chuck: Why?

Blair: Say it and I'm yours.


Serina considers if being on the fashion show during Fashion Week would hurt Blair. "Friends would let you shine and not hold you back. Friends are not competitive for the wrong reasons. They have to deal with who you are." She finds out that she had always been thinking how Blair would feel before doing anything that is related to her. And it won't work any longer.


Oh Gossip Girl season 2 rocks ~ "And who am I? That's a secret I'd never tell... XOXO Gossip Girl"




Ever felt clueless bout even the smallest things? Like when your head slams into a shelf or when your eyes are so sore but you don't know what to do? Or somewhere along the line.


Well. I've always been like that. *shrug* I mean.. Not for those big problems or dilemmas where there's always a solution.


For example, a sore throat. Everyone knows that it's lozenges, common solution. But when it doesn't work? Some people just continue with it, others find other ways. Me? I'm the 'continue taking' kinda person and I get hella irritated when I don't recover fast enough.



Then suddenly there's this person who gets me honey lemon drinks, got me a plastic bag with 5 bottles. I go, "huh?". Said that it would help, and it did. (or maybe the thought that I was going to get better made me get better, that's not the point anyway~)



Before that, I didn't know of sucha drink, despite being around relatives who makes bitter soups cus the weather's nasty, until then.


ANYWAY, the littlest thing. Putting a soaked cold cloth on sore eyes to relieve the soreness to what to do when you're so damn depressed. I had no clue.

... And it's not always gonna stay the same. Someone in your life knows exactly what to do, have the answers to everything (excluding parents), well the person just might not stay long. So since September I've been rather blur while trying to figure the small things out, by myself.

Can't say I succeeded.


It's kinda hard for me to have solutions for things.. When I don't know what to do where to start. It's kinda heart warming to have someone who knows what to do. Nothing will stay forever unless you make it happen. Shoot, out of context.



Seems its hard to find someone who knows what to do for everything. It doesn't I'm turning you down, S. Nor am I comparing or complaining. So don't be all upset anything.



Gist? I'm frowning and pouting on what to do to make fever better, what words to say to make things better. I'm just not the one who knows everything, have all the answers to make everything seem okay.



Currently the sick one is resting, and I'm blogging. Mm, Estee gave an idea (: homemade lunch/dinner anyone? (side note: is it possible to burn porridge? Hope not *fingers crossed* hur.)



Well, 5th Nov, it rained for you (: I will be back there, bedok area, after 100 days.



Kay, it's 330am. Needa text S. (man, so glad he's sleeping, stayed up til 5 last night via webcam ~)

I'm still not used to it yet. In some aspects, yes. But basically, it is so different from the last time. Willingness to meet, wanting to meet. It wasn't always like this for me, how am I suppose to abruptly adjust?

Though, I don't feel TFG.

Comforting fact: 2PM's there via interviews and videos. Can't want for the day where I seriously decide to fly off. Oh, man. Watched 5 hours of Gossip Girls. There's those that can just have a jet fly off to places to think over things or start over somewhere else... And there's those that have to deal with it, ending up being pulled into the high society scandals.


(Chuck Bass? The character? Hot. Damn cool attitude & way of talking. Man. Singapore will stay as Singapore huh..)





I can't stick every single time.. It's not a matter of wanting to or not. It's a matter of... What? Convenience? Appropriate timing?


I have no idea.


Then there's this.. J issue. My fault. Typical huh? But yea, idol affection and real affection is different. I should know. But why the heck is it affecting me so?


Rofl, maybe cus I'm really disturbed by the fact that I've been thought of as a Malay. It's somewhat depressing despite that I should have gotten use to it.



Ahh, f&n. Meat, eggs, vitamin D going with calcium, hypertension. Gotta start getting facts in, and lock them in.

2PM's "I Was Crazy About You" is out.



Background's overpowering. But I hear a piano piece, yes ~~~ Taec's rap, strong as ever. (His "I'm sorry girl" and "I'm so sorry girl" sounds like "fucked up" and "its fucked up" ._.)



Ah ~ bits and pieces of their voices.




Hanami CF. So cute, haahahha. 0:37 - :DDDDD


Okay, I'm starting to find myself annoying ._. All 2PM. Be back around evening or after-ning (hur) to blog.


Kinda pissed @ something. People eating salamander and whatnot, cus its a "delicacy". WTF.

2PM's Teaser for "I was crazy about you".


Taec's shout/scream @ the last part.



Omo <\3 Only 6. Sigh.


(Kinda lost looking @ that cover. They helped me, virtually during that 1 week. Lost.)

http://www.allkpop.com/index.php/full_story/2pm_reveals_new_track_teaser_with_album_picture/